UGH.

now i know what rochelle was talking about when she told me i smelled like smoke. my mom and sister came to pick me up at my apartment today and both of them wreaked like smoke. my mom was smoking in my van today and there's not supposed to be smoking in my van. my mom got defensive and started getting angry at my sister for telling me about her lighting up a cigarette in my van. cigarettes stink and i told my mom that i would start calling her "stinky" instead of "mom" and i asked her if her cigarettes ever told her that they loved her. she told me to shut up. i don't think it's fair that i should have to have smoking in my van when the only time it's ever being drove is to transport me and my wheelchair. my grandma told me that she'd buy some of that spray that's supposed to strip the smoke smell from the car which she has already bought before and she and my mom ruined it once before and smoked in the van. i don't expect the van to stay smoke-free, she'll just light one up again in the van. i told her that i should just give her a gun and have her shoot me because both ways are killing me, one way is just faster than the other. i bought that van and it's only used to transport me, it shouldn't be that hard to avoid smoking in, you have two other damn vehicles to smoke in- your van or your car.